September 2011
not that you want to here me rant..
alright, so i failed today. for the trillionth time. but i’m used to it now. everytime i fail, i have these big revelations and think it will be better after this but then i just fuck myself over again. but i’m sick of wanting to be thin at the times where i feel the fattest. because wanting to be thin is what i want all the time. it made a lot more sense in my head, but the bottom...
please! does someone have some good diet/nutrition...
okay, so since sunday, i’ve been perfect. not over eating, and its all healthy. i haven’t gotten much cardio or actual exercising in but i walk a lot during the day, so i’m not completely inactive. but i’ve been stuck on 157-8. and i feel like the only time i lose weight is when i do something drastic like eat under 400 calories or exercise for over two hours.
why...
(Step 1) don't binge (Step 2) be thinner tomorrow...
i saw 157 on the scale when i came home. thats like the first time i’ve seen that number in a long time. a very long time. and i’m determined to make it keep going down and down and down until i’m happy and beautiful and have made fantastic progress. i’m definitely out of this bingeing phase. can’t wait to be skinny as hell!
Anonymous asked: HI I came across your page while I have been doing research for a University project and I was just wondering if you would mind answering a few questions to help me with my work? (If you dont want to answer, I will completly understand) - When did your obsession with becoming skiiny begin? -What makes you want to be skinny? (why is that your goal?)- Is your main goal for losing weigh to become a...
Anonymous asked: This blog is horrible, it's blatantly promoting anorexia, and just making girls feel bad about themselves. Disgusting.
Reblog this if you wanna see your hipbones. I...
